Well, as far as my quitting smoking has gone, I made it to the 73 hour mark. David handed me one of his ciggs to smoke, since I was craving one. I took 2 puffs & threw it out. Not only because it was gross (seriously I'm missing my Newport's!) but because I was subconsciously thinking about Carter. I know when I smoke I'm only hurting myself & Carter. Sure, it eliminates stress for me momentarily, but it doesn't hurt the people that hurt me.
So, the New Year has been nice to me so far. I have to shower soon & head up to Scraft to drop a class & meet with a counselor, Carterbug is coming with me. My Dad bought a family membership to the summit (like a YMCA, or a large community center) so I'm debating on going to work out. I don't know if they have a baby room with people to watch Carter for me while I work out, I suppose I'll call.
God, I want a vacation soooooo bad. I am craving the hot Florida sun, a nice stroll through Disney World, some tan lines, a good sunburn... Oh that sounds so nice. Hopefully David gets his tax stuff soon so he can file for them, get the money & book us a vacation!
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