February 13th 2011

Today (well yesterday now) is the day I officially got ENGAGED! (:

So, after some hardcore snooping & bugging... I knew it was "coming". I didn't know when or how.

I knew he had been shopping for it within the past few days thanks to Alicia (LOL) but I didn't know what store he got it at or anything.

This morning (2/13/11) when I was getting in the shower myself, Brandon & David were talking about it. David told me he didn't even buy a ring yet... I was bummed but didn't make a big thing out of it because I figured he would soon enough. He asked me what kind of proposal I wanted & I said he had to get my Dads permission first & he had to get down on 1 knee. Blahblahblah, you get it.

Anyways, tonight I was trying to go to bed. David wanted me to go with him in the bathroom to smoke. I told him I was too tired. He said he'd give me my present if I went. I told him he had to carry me, but he wouldn't. I ended up getting up to go while he went downstairs to get my pop. When he came back up I was out of bed & he asked how he was supposed to do this if I wasn't in my bed, so I layed back down. Then he asked how I wanted him to do it. I told him he had to give a speech & get down on 1 knee.

So he started his speech...

I don't remember word for word but it went something like....

"You know I love you, we have a baby together, you already know I want to marry you... this is your last chance to back out... do you want to marry me?"

I said "Yeah" (:

Then he handed me the box to look at the ring & turned the light on. (It was dark since Carter was sleeping.)

After I stood up & looked at it I said "you're supposed to kiss me." He said "Oh yeah, I forgot."

& That is that!

Challenge. (x23)

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

T. Swift & B. Spears

 

Reasons...

Here is a list of reasons why David & I should get engaged.

1. We've been together for 19+ months.

2. We don't always get along, but at the end of the night everything is okay.

3. We make cute babies together.

4. We have a baby together.

5. He's apart of my family.

6. He put a promise ring on my finger after 1.5 months of being together.

7. He got me pregnant after 3 months of being together.

8. He's able of putting up with me during the worst of situations.

9. He is willing to change to make things work with me, when most people wouldn't ever do that. He realizes what his flaws are.

10. We love each other.

Challenge. (x22)

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

  School. I've NEVER gotten above a 3.4 GPA no matter how hard I've tried. It just doesn't come easy to me.

Challenge. (x21)

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

 Seeing that ugly girl. *Shutters* She needs serious help with her books man. (Sorry, bitch move, but I couldn't think of anything better.)

Waiiiit, I thought of something, but there is no picture for it. I wish I could forget all the hurtful things my Dad said to me when he found out I was pregnant. Those have scarred me severely. 

Challenge. (x20)

Day 20 - A picture of your night.

 I'm in the middle of SNOWPOCALOPSE 2011!

8 months old, already?

It seems like just yesterday I started my contractions, but infact, it was over 8 months ago. I cannot believe my little 6lb baby boy is now over 20lbs when fully clothed with a wet diaper, saying dada, baba, mama, crawling, creeping along furniture, eating big boy food, getting into everything. I just can't. I love my little boy, more & more every single day. Sometimes I just look at him & watch him do whatever it is he is doing, & I get teary eyed because of the love I have for him. I cannot even put it into words. If I love him this much today, tomorrow will be even more, & I can't imagine loving him more than I already do. 

 Right now, Carter is crawling around the family room floor. He just pulled himself up on the couch, he is babbling "dadadadada" & he is pulling Haylee's fur around her paws while she sleeps. Obviously she doesn't mind. When those 2 play it is so cute. Now Carter is laughing at Haylee, while going for her face. Haylee's giving him kisses. Oh, those 2 & how they melt my heart. I'm going to go play with them now. I'll be back for some more of the picture challenge later. (: