I have certainly been missing in action. I don't even know why. I have so much to type, but no energy to even begin.
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Monday, April 4, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
My Dear 9 month old... (for his baby book)
Dear Carter,
You are Mommy's WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD. I love you so much, it hurts. I don't think I will ever truly be able to put into words how much I love you. Every time you smile, or laugh, or hug me my heart melts. You are the one thing my life was missing. You are my eternal happiness. I love you more with every day, ever hour, every minute, every second that passes us by. I have enjoyed every minute of the past 9 months I've spent with you outside of my belly. You impress me with every little thing you learn. Watching you grow & explore the world is fascinating. When you hurt, I hurt. I wish I could take away your pain, but the best thing I can do is hug you & kiss you & hold you close to me. I wish I could make it so that you will never feel pain, but I don't have that kind of power. Instead, I promise you that whenever you are hurting, I will be there to hug you & kiss you & hold you close. When you cry, I will be there to wipe your tears away. I wouldn't trade anything in the world for what you have given me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you, forever & for always.
Love, Mommy
Sunday, February 13, 2011
February 13th 2011
Today (well yesterday now) is the day I officially got ENGAGED! (:
So, after some hardcore snooping & bugging... I knew it was "coming". I didn't know when or how.
I knew he had been shopping for it within the past few days thanks to Alicia (LOL) but I didn't know what store he got it at or anything.
This morning (2/13/11) when I was getting in the shower myself, Brandon & David were talking about it. David told me he didn't even buy a ring yet... I was bummed but didn't make a big thing out of it because I figured he would soon enough. He asked me what kind of proposal I wanted & I said he had to get my Dads permission first & he had to get down on 1 knee. Blahblahblah, you get it.
Anyways, tonight I was trying to go to bed. David wanted me to go with him in the bathroom to smoke. I told him I was too tired. He said he'd give me my present if I went. I told him he had to carry me, but he wouldn't. I ended up getting up to go while he went downstairs to get my pop. When he came back up I was out of bed & he asked how he was supposed to do this if I wasn't in my bed, so I layed back down. Then he asked how I wanted him to do it. I told him he had to give a speech & get down on 1 knee.
So he started his speech...
I don't remember word for word but it went something like....
"You know I love you, we have a baby together, you already know I want to marry you... this is your last chance to back out... do you want to marry me?"
I said "Yeah" (:
Then he handed me the box to look at the ring & turned the light on. (It was dark since Carter was sleeping.)
After I stood up & looked at it I said "you're supposed to kiss me." He said "Oh yeah, I forgot."
& That is that!
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Reasons...
Here is a list of reasons why David & I should get engaged.
1. We've been together for 19+ months.
2. We don't always get along, but at the end of the night everything is okay.
3. We make cute babies together.
4. We have a baby together.
5. He's apart of my family.
6. He put a promise ring on my finger after 1.5 months of being together.
7. He got me pregnant after 3 months of being together.
8. He's able of putting up with me during the worst of situations.
9. He is willing to change to make things work with me, when most people wouldn't ever do that. He realizes what his flaws are.
10. We love each other.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
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